Written: May 12, 2017 These past few weeks have been one of the most fearful times of my life. It totally confuses me because in a normal person, it should be a time of celebration. I am currently 7 weeks pregnant. We found out at 5 weeks as I have my period on the dot. The second day of my missed period, I took the test. Our family's biggest ongoing prayer request has come true. In all honesty, my heart is grateful but my brain contradicts (nega, you might say). I feel that my body is not as strong as before. I feel every wave of nausea and fatigue washing through me and it totally drains me out. With Matteo, I felt nothing after waking and throwing up in the morning. I can walk from Greenbelt to the Ayala MRT with ease. I eat and eat. It has been totally different. But one of my biggest fears is that the baby wont have a heartbeat. Having known people going through miscarriages, it has been on my mind nonstop. Catching the pregnancy early meant waiting for a couple of...